Easter went ok she wasn't there. When she finalley picked up the kids from FMIL an hour late she saw me there while pulling up and threw her arms up at me and stared me down. This is ridiculous and if we would of been at my house I would have actually done more then just stand by and watch. I can't put up with being treated this way much longer. I know I shouldn't let it get to me but the kids aren't his so I shouldn't even have to deal with it.

Being a step parent is harder then being a parent. And how can he tell me this when he isn't even the bio dad he is technically just a care giver. He tells me things will change don't worry I don't want to loose you. But how will things ever change? The kids aren't his which makes me resent them, "which then makes me feel like a horrible person", I could Handel him not wanting kids before cause a least I thought the children were a part of him but they aren't. And kids aren't stupid they are going to find out.

How are you suppose to be ok raising kids part time that arent his. It's hard enough being a step parent as is. But knowing that they aren't his kids and he still is choosing to raise them when they are young enough for it to not matter. The BM is horrible to me why would I want her kids every other wknd exspecially when the oldest treats me like dirt and acts like a 2 yr old when she is 4 and the dad doesn't care because no one else punishes her so why should he it will do no good.