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Another Successful Night!

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So as everyone knows I have four skids who have been nightmares for the entirety of our marriage. They all moved out towards the beginning of 2013 -- thanks to the LORD! Oh my goodness. I was ready to leave!

So needless to say, the last year has been so much better because of the fact that they are not only moved out, but we don't see them often. (See the big grin on my face!) haha

My DH is IRRITATING ME!

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My husband is irritating the crap out of me today. He tells his daughter that we'll watch her son last night, through the night, and still going on right now. That's all fine and well -- but he expects me to do the "work" and take care of this child. I do enjoy having him over, but I feel like he is my DH's responsibility if he wants to have him over.

Wow -- I'm surprised I've not killed myself over all this stuff

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I just got done reading through my journal on here on steptalk, and I'm so surprised I've not tried or have not killed myself due to all the crap I've gone through with my skids. They are shitheads!!

I'm just very thankful today that they have all moved out of the house, and I can limit the time I get to see them.

I Wish I Could Leave this Marriage

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If anybody knows me, they know my story. 4 skids (SD18, SS20, SS23, SD24) -- it just never gets better. Thankfully they have all moved out of the house, but I still have to deal with them periodically because of weddings, baby, birthdays, etc. I already posted tonight that my SD18 wants to come for a visit, and I told DH no -- I do not want her here, at all.

Some Good News for a Change :-)

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So I posted a bit ago about my situation and how almost all the kids have moved out. My DH and I have five kids altogether, for those of you that don’t know our situation. SD23, SS22, SS20, SD18 and BD19. All have lived with us our entire marriage of 6 years, and we’ve been together for 7 years. We were friends for a year prior to dating, so we have known each other for 8 years.

Am Curious Do Step Families Ever Become Good?

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i need to know if step families ever get 'good'. Like do the step children ever accept the step mother and step father, and things get to a normal place where you can have a fairly normal life? I am six years into this, and I feel like I'm living a nightmare and all I can think most days is that I want out.

I'm giving this marriage 5 more months and if things aren't significantly better with these skids, I'm done!

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I have had it with feeling like crap, being treated like crap, being depressed, having anxiety, being sick, being angry, etc. I'm done. I'm tired of being emotionally abused on literally a daily basis, and when I'm not being emotionally abused I am remembering all the crap they have done. I go grocery shopping only to be pissed off by the time I'm done because when I get home I know all they're going to do is complain about the food I buy. I buy healthy food, they want to eat crappy unhealthy stuff that makes you fat -- so needless to say I hear about it non-stop.

Frustrated with SS18 and SD16 still and again -- vant

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They went and spent time with SD22 two days ago, and since then they have been acting even more indifferent towards me. They are difficult towards me, rude, won't talk to me most of the time, etc. anyways, but now when I'm in the living room they just simply hang out in their bedrooms. I know, I should be thankful right? But it's hard living in a house where I'm ignored. I hate being here. I love it when my daughter is here, but the weeks that she is with her Dad, its awful here.

I just feel angry all the time anymore

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I just feel angry all the time anymore. We really only have two skids in the home now -- SD16 and SS18, plus my BD17. SS21 comes home every now and then from college, but he's pretty easy. It's the SD16 and SS18 that give me the most grief -- well, and the SD22 -- but she's disowned us, at least for now, so she's out of my hair for the moment.

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