Maybe I had it all wrong... all along..
My cycle was around 5 days late. I knew it was comming, I could feel it. Its always the same. For some reason it was a bit late, but it happened before, so i didnt think of it much.
He kept asking every day did i get it yet. Asked me do i know what could it mean if its so late.. like i could be pregnant.
I said im not, and it will come. I asked 'why are you freaking out about it?'
He answered 'because it wasnt in my plans yet'.
So he has his own plans, and who gives a shit what I want.
He knows I want a child of my own. He also said that he wants one with me. And then this.
I am feeling sick to my stomach because of the response I got. I promptly informed him that i got it, and he has nothing to worry about. He didnt answer.
Am I looking too much into this?
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No I don't think you are.
No I don't think you are. Apparently you aren't avoiding getting pregnant if he thought there was a chance you could be. So does that mean if you were to get pregnant that it would be your fault? Having a baby isn't in his plans right now? well then maybe use precautions should be! maybe you should sit down and discuss when he does plan on it. Couldn't hurt
According to him, he is
According to him, he is planning for it, -soon-. Meaning first get married, then a kid (not right away ..)
We arent using any contraception. Just good old -get it out in time-
and he is good at it so far.
He wouldnt blame me or anything like that. He just doesnt want a kid right now. And somehow i cant help but have my feelings hurt. Its shit. Imagine if I was. My kid would be born knowing that he didnt want it really. Not at that time anyway. How terrible is that.
He cant keep me if he changes
He cant keep me if he changes his mind. I clearly told him what I want out of my life. Marriage or no marriage, I will walk out once he tells me a firm NO.
He says he wants a child with me. Now is just not the time. According to him we will start trying later in the year, or next year latest. But this shit that he said yesterday really hit home.
Well let me tell ya
Well let me tell ya something. When we first got together we wanted to have a baby together. So for the first little while we tried all the time. After realizing that maybe we needed to wait,we decided to use the pull out method...lol...7 months later, there she was. I say 7 months cause she was 2 months early.
Pull out method really works
Pull out method really works for us, for longer then a year }:) he is really disciplined about it hahaha