Just sitting here looking out at the rain.
Dishes are done, dishwasher running, baby sleeping, and as usual my mind wanders to the upcoming mediation appointment.
The appointment that I was not invited to. This worries me. I hope my H can hold his own against a woman who wants nothing more than to shove him out of the way and shut the door. I can just see him sitting there, across the table thinking about how stupid he was when he was 19, wondering if SS is biologically his, thinking to himself that all of this is for nothing. Yes, it is for the life of a child and he & I greatly enhance this child's life when we get the chance.
Been going through baby pics of everyone lately too, noticing that SS looks like no one, even in the extended family. DH tells me that all these years he has been harboring a secret:
When he met BM he had only known her about 7 1/2 months and SS was born. Now that he thinks back BM was pregnant when he slept with her
I do not question him but think to myself:
"What?""What did he just say?????????"
Now I am sitting here thinking.
Has anyone else dealt with an issue regarding paternity or known someone who has?
I'm starting to think we don't need the upcoming mediation-we need a home DNA kit.
I don't really know what I think. I think one way and then think another way. I have had family members of his talk to me about this before but I never said a word to him. Come to find out it has been his suspicion all along.