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Submitted by just_tired on Fri, 02/06/2015 - 4:48pm

I have gotten tired of being the mother of 3 skids 24/7, I love them dearly but I have no real time to myself or with my hubby. All I do is take care of the house, kids, work and do it all over again the next day.

I'M IN A RUT!!!

Why doesn't my DH have the same basic human need for affection and sex, I crave it and need to receive it so badly but he just doesn't get it so it's hard for him to understand.

I'M IN A RUT!!

Why couldn't BM being a normal fucking person and do right and co raise her kids with DH, so I could just be SM and not full time mom.

I'M IN A RUT!!!!

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Submitted by just_tired on Fri, 02/06/2015 - 4:59pm

When I married my DH we didn't know how bad BM would have gotten, she lost custody of the kids and we got the kids. DH works swing shifts, so most of the time the kids are with me when not in school and when I am not work. When I married my DH I knew I would be SM but never thought I would turn into full time mom. BM is currently sitting in jail awaiting for her next court date on a felony.

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Submitted by MommyNotMommy on Fri, 02/06/2015 - 8:11pm

Your situation sounds just like my IRL friend. She goes through a lot and I feel like she doesn't talk about it.

I understand what you're going through and I don't know you, but I'm sending you love and prayers. I hope you have friends IRL to hang out with!! I'm sure they're waiting for you.