i love my daughters unconditionally and would go to the end of the world for them. I adore and cherish my bf, he has brought much needed light and stability and appreciation nto my and my daughters lives. I have and xhusband who becomes less of a Man as time goes by. Was never abusive to children, just doesnt appreciate anything except himself. Sometimes I wish more and more that he would just go away...others I'm glad for my girls that they have thier bio-dad actually involved in their life. However with that..it makes every decision for them more complicated..even when it doesnt have to be.

I seek balance in my life..I find it from time to time and relish in it..for my girls, myself and my bf...we all deserve it, but it takes some work to get it even if its momentary.