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Helpless0987's picture

So skids are here for 2 weeks. Last minuet decsion I wasn't even consulted on. I knew they were coming for 2 weeks but I thought it was the last 2 weeks of Agust. I wasn't really prepared for him to spring it on me while they were here for the weekend.what was I supposed to say no right in front of them? Ss10 has been horrible since Friday night, threw a fit over not wanting to get his own drink in wich DH babied him of course *gag* I'm allready having a stressfull week with work, car trouble and money, WHY does it have to be now? I'm so stressed out ss10 can't leave DH and I alone together for more than a second so trying to discuss anything that's going on is next to impOssible. I can't take another fit or bad attitude or pick up another toy Amd I don't want to do this for 2 weeks! It feels like a life time. I love my DH so much but I can't stand his kids the sight of them makes me cringe it's awfull to say but I'm ready to call it quits right now I'm to stressed for them to be here and my cars broke so I can't even get away! I just don't even know if I have it in me anymore. I'm tired of biting my tounge and pretending like they don't annoy me when that's all they do, I'm tired of feeling suffocated bc they won't leave DH and I alone ever, I'm gored of not having a sex life bc they are here I'm tired of no bedtimes, rules and behavior corrections. I'm so sick of it all. Dreading a weekend after major stress at work all week I plain just hate this situation no matter how much I love him. Amd u know what else NO I don't want to give a dime to baby mama for school clouths she GETS support that allready shorts us and she sits on welfare all day and I'm sick of being the sole transporter bc SHE doesn't have a license not my fn' problem things are great with DH until they get here all we do is fight I'm stressed the entire tome not to mention the space ss10 intentionally creates bc he's so afraid someone will tale attention away from him that's ALL he gets is attention 24/7 FML for the next 2 weeks

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what-was-I-thinking's picture

I feel your pain Helpless!! My skidmark was here for 2 MONTHS straight!!! He was up my DH ass every minute of the day. Bedtime was non-existant for the little brat as my DH didnt think he needed one because it was summer time. UGH!!! Then when the damn kid was ready for bed he needed my DH to lay next to him all night!! Dumb DH wondered why I was so cranky for those two months. No nooky/attention for 2 months would make anyone cranky!!
My advice to you is pour yourself a drink (or two) and go lock yourself in your bedroom. 2 weeks will fly by, besides you have all of us to vent to!!

Helpless0987's picture

It's only 12 pm and I'm so suffocated right now I just keep praying for this kid to stay the hell away from me I can't take it I just want to scream GO HOME please just let mensit down with out u being in the room just once please just let me say something without u interrupting it for NO reason please quit following us into every single room or call for your dad when we are alone in a room together omg 2 weeks of this really? God I just want to explode