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You don't understand it no matter HOW I explain it, so stop tryin to make sense of it!

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I just get frustrated going over and over and over the whole "explanation" of the whole damn story.

"i don't understand why you can't just....."

be a family all together.
try harder.
try again.
keep trying.
try some more.

"all you need to do is....."

"have you tried...."

"well, i know if it was me, I would have...."

Reading Our old stuff......

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I don't blog much. Maybe I haven't been bitten by the blog bug. LOL I do have a journal that I write in occassionally, and old e-mails that I have saved from a few years ago when fdh's mom liked me.
Yes I said liked. I said what I thought, and you don't do that in that family. So now I hate his parents, they hate me and I don't step foot in their home. AT ALL! (haven't seen them in a year)

NEW PICTURE.....

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I love this game. It gives us a little idea about one another. Helps us remember that we are MORE than just steps. We ARE people also.

So now that school is back in, for some that is a sigh of relief, for other's fall is a busier time.
One thing I love about Michigan is the changing of the seasons. I LOVE fall.
I love the colors, I love watching my son play football, i love the scents, I love the cooler weather, i love the comfort food......

i just want to claw my eyeballs out............................arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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Yes ladies it is PMS week! Right on time! Of course it has to come when I am already exhausted. This natural monthly occurance is extremely draining as it is. It can almost be described as a 1st trimester of pregnancy. Just plain exhausted, drained of all energy, almost lethargic, body desperately crying for a nap. It's awful for me, and some months are WORSE than others. Well THIS month, is one of the bad ones.

An idea for those "over snacking" kids...

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I just thought I would share an idea that I did with my bios (ages 12 and 14) They have a tendency to "over snack". A whole bag of chips, gone with in 24 hours! There are 4 people in the house, if there are 4 items, they don't take one (their share). I have hid food, have not bought it, all the usual ideas. I have gotten mad, discussed, cussed, pleaded, yelled, etc....I have told the kids over and over and over that FIRST of all, it's not healthy. Secondly, it's flat out selfish and rude to eat the snacks like that.

who wants a laugh? (not spam)

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So i was trying to look up houtxstepmom on ST. I clicked on her name under my friends and it said i wasnt authorized to look?
Anyway, i typed in her name on the google search (made sure it only searched ST) and you know how google will ask you if you meant something else cause maybe of spelling?!
It asked me when i typed in houtxstepmom if i meant "hot step mom" ?

It made me chuckle.
LOL

Sorry O/T question about building website

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I was wondering if anyone had any recommendations on building a website. I want to build a website for my own photography business. I don't want one LOOONG page, I want actual buttons, fancy writing, etc....I know i could spend the money and hire someone one blah blah, but i don't have the money. Basically I don't want my website to look like a cookie cutter. KWIM?
Thanks girls/guys

My dad this, my dad that, guess what..about daddy,.....etc.....UGH!!!

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Okay I'm gonna vent. This shit is bothering the hell out of me, and probably more so today cause I am PMSing right now. This vent is about my own bio's. Specifically my DD. Let me just give a little background first. She is 12. My ex and I share 50/50 custody. We have been divorced for over 7 years. ExH was sucessful for a few years putting a wrench in the delicate relationship between me and dd. She has outgrown it some, (see's dear ol' daddy for the jerk he is) and although her and i get along somewhat better, she still has a better "relationship" with him.

Where I wish I was....

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I have decided to change my profile picture. I have "drank" long enough. LOL

Since the drinks helped me escape "mentally" I could really use an escape "physically"

So, feel free to post your picture on where you would like to be. Vacation spot, favorite place, some place you can relax, etc....

SERENITY NOW in the great words of Frank Costanza LOL

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