I skipped our couples Thursday and went out with friends. He's still working away on his computer and now I don't care as much bc atleAst I did something withy night that made me happy instead of wait around on him to neglect our time.

I can keep doing this for a while just living like I did when I was single.
We have counseling tomorrow to discuss things. I'm not going to give up on my happiness whatever it means. I will live my life for myself.