After a 6 month hiatus after losing video games and being told to clean there rooms while DH was gone for a very long period <6 months. And then a 1 month hiatus after DH came home and confronted BM about his missing tools from our garage. Because SS18 decided to borrow/take/steal without asking anything he wanted, not return, then lend to someone we do not know(Which still have not been returned). SS13 and SSstb11 have decided to grace us with their presence once more. They have been here going on 9 hrs. I love my DH, he knows I have severe anxiety. But I do not think he fully realizes the stress this has put me under, I have not taken medication in a long time to help me relieve my panic attacks but I plan to make an appt. tommorrow. I am angry and sad that I have to do this. I have managed relatively well for 5+ years without any medication. I went to counseling for a long time to help me cope. I don't want to be dealing again with the side effects of xanax. I have a daughter now, and I want to enjoy her as much as I can.
Anyway here are some of the Skids main priorities during this short day:

We really need new bikes

I really miss when you would cook this or that

Can we go here

Have you noticed how tall I am (repeat 1000X)

Everything DD1 would do and was cute/obnoxious/whatever how old was I when I did that

Have you seen this new xbox/ps4/computer game? Its so awesome...let me heavily hint how bad I want it

DH keeps asking are you ok? Is everything going good? What does he expect me to say? No, I want them gone.?? And then he says this is good this is great, happy as a clam.