For being an actually pretty decent sized town, with mostly military, all the "natives" know each other and it's too damn small. I just saw BM at the liquor store. My friend and I has 6 bottles of wine between us. She and her friend went over to look at the cheap flavored vodka section. Difference is? She has the kids...or someone does for her. So I didn't feel the need to "hide" like she did haha. I don't care. My mom will be here in a few hours and my cousin (like my big brother) is coming over and were grilling at my grandparents and swimming.

I swear. BM gives me high blood pressure. I can't even take her sometimes.

Whew. What a week. The skids are going through the growing pains of the new CO which puts us having visitation now Sun-Fri instead of Tues-Fri. Not a big change, but after spending the weekend with BM and her filling their brains with poison, it's been a rough first full week. Next week is our last week of this visitation however, as summer begins a week on week off schedule. Hopefully the summer will bring us some time for them to get used to the idea for next school year.

This is off topic but from what I've seen the women on this site are so incredibly strong and I'm worried right now I might need some of that strength.

I am 25. I have no bio children. DH is 33, will be 34 next month. We have always discussed having a child as soon as I finish school (done). I am on depo. I never thought the time would even come when this would be an issue, but alas, I've finished school and here we are.