My in laws specifically my sister's in law bring out the absolute worst in me. I hate being judged and interrogated and also being (visited) without any notice at all (we moved a 2 hour drive specifically for this reason yet they still drop in whenever they want no text no phone call beforehand)

All three of my littles have had this unshakeable cold since last monday! Drs won't give them anything all they keep telling me is "its a cold they just need rest and flyids and yada yada" they have never been this sick! And now that theyre just starting to get over the hump i have it lol lucky me and th has it...and here comes the rant...the mad had thr audacity to tell me "oh i am really siiiiick" I said yeah we all are "no i mean I'm really legitimately sick" yes i know so are we "no it's so much worse when i am sick cuz i get it worse than anyone else"

Still living with my mom and my children, their father sees them only on weekends his son isnt with (there was an incident last weekend that made my mom put her foot down and until that child is parented he is no longer welcome in her home) it looks like h is making real progress...although, i do get bothered here and there as to when i will be "home" this time away has really made me think about what I want what i need and whatni expect in no particular order a list

I will be respected in MY home

A child does NOT dictate how things are done in MY home

Waaaahhmbulance!

I get a call early this morning (still grogy didnt look to see who it was just answered)

I say hello and no response i say hello again and i hear heavy breathing then skid sobbing  (kmommy! Please please come home i miss you i miss my brothers daddy is sorry we love you!  Then more sobbing )