2 years ago I started with an entry about my spoiled 11 yr old ss that now looks like a broken record smashed to the ground attempted to play on repeat too many times!

my SO and I refer to our broken record as The Salsa dance with our therapist. funny thing is.. we are actually taking salsa dancing lessons now!

in the past 3 months my 12 year old SS has moved in with us, Surprising to me because we never even discussed it!

however, we had literally just purchased a new home together.

Now I feel trapped, all my money is caught up in our mortgage