So I finally talked to my fiance about the earlier mentioned situation. Nothing has really changed. He listened and said he understood that is yet to be seen though. Also I am due to have a c-section in 11 days. I miss my two boys like crazy it's the worst pain anyone could ever feel. I did tell her dad the reason that I was resenting her and him. I am sick if hurting and being hurt. I can't wait to have this baby and he gets so mad at me because I tell him that she will be my daughter and not out of my sight (since I lost my boys). And he flies off the handle saying "she is my daughter too" well I am sorry but your other daughter lives here and I have no one so yeah she is pretty much going to be with me all the time and I don't feel bad or wrong for saying so.