The doctor thinks I have a bleeding ulcer. Brought on by too much stress. What a bunch of bullshit. I've been under plenty of stress- my dh has been deployed twice to iraq- he was injured and spent 3 plus years living on a military base 2 hours away while I was a single mom essentially. I know stress. I can do stress. And this pissing, puking, overeating 14 year old idiot is what's going to get me down? Eff that. eff disengagement too. I am going to be stuck so far up this kids ass I an going to make his life miserable. He'll be so miserable he'll be begging people to take him in. That's it.