i can't even blame my current state of mind on the skids.
i've had enough at work and it just makes me dread seeing their faces even more. i just need a little peace in my life. i was supposed to have my year review at work and hopefully raise and tomorrow's my anniversary at work and i have yet to have a meeting. i contacted my supervisor to see if there had been any progress on my review and she said she was still working on it - bitch you've had it since February!!! i REALLY dont like my supervisor - that was supposed to be my job but when they hired her she wanted a title - why not give her a title to a dept she knows NOTHING ABOUT!!! infuriating!!!! just the fact that the only people that can see how incapable she is are the other people in my department, management is fucking clueless. i'm ready to take a job at Subway or Walmart instead of my office job i have. this place was supposed to be so good to work for and all was good up until December when they restructured stuff. so i guess i am glad i still have a job, but i've become the office bitch. dont like a part of your job - give it to dakota - she'll do it. can you sense the sarcasm?!?!
this weekend is supposed to be the big family trip and that's the last thing i want to do. i'm thinking of taking a little mini vaca just me and my dog and going to see my sister. my sister and a bottle of wine and just quiet.....i love DH and he's the only thing that's making me 2nd guess not going with. it'll be him, his parents adn skids. now that i put this on writing for me to see - yea, i dont think i'll go with them. i need to unwind.
i sent off DH's decree to the lawyer today to have him review the wording to see if we are legally required to help ss18 pay for college. i've got a meeting with financial aid tomorrow just incase the lawyer doesn't tell me what i want hear to see what our options are because we are NOT taking out a personal loan for skid. that's just retarded. bm wants to do that - fine have at it, but it's not something DH and i are able to do.
oh how i wish things would just start to go in a good direction for me, finally!!!!!