That moment when I should have posted some backstory in my last post! oh well! Got a lot of hate, i should have worded it different and also gave a little incite about the history of DH & BM situation lol
I tried to explain in the comments but I get defensive, i'm to emotional when it comes to SD5, her and my BD1 are my girls and I want the best for them!

People say I do way to much for SD5, I'm just doing what I would think a step parent should i guess. I don't know why and i know how Skids can be, I wasn't the best to my step dad he came into my life when i was 10 and i always resented him as i didn't get my mom (single parent my BD was never in my life until recently) all to myself any more.