Thank You everyone who responded to my please need help blog. I wish I could have wrote to everyone back, you where all so insightful and kind. I'm sorry I had to delete that blog, its because the ex will stalk me given the chance. I just dont like her knowing things upset me I guess.

I'AM SO GLAD I FOUND YOU ALL. I'M SO GRATEFUL I FOUND THIS WEBSITE.

I'm taking everything ya'll said to heart and I'm going to run with it.
I hope everyone is having a Great Fourth of July week!!!