Help. I'm losing it! I am 33, married since may 08, together since 99, SM of SD23 and SD16, BM of 13yr old. SGM to 3 GKs, 2 youngest in my care.

My hubby doesn't understand that I am very overwhelmed taking care of the SGKs that were put in my care 9 months ago due to SD23 drug and child abuse. Baby still wakes up several times a night so the lack of sleep is getting to me too.

I have SD16 and BD13 full time and who knows how long i will continue to have the SGKs (2 yr old and 11 month old).

I am also taking care of running SD23 everywhere she NEEDS to be, court, counseling, drug rehab, NA meetings etc.....
The SGKs are my foster children for the time being, so I am very limited on when they can be out of my care....

I do everything except pay the bills.... my Husband does nothing but pay the bills.

I have no family of my own here, and his family aren't any help. Also BM of skids does as little as possible.
I can't even cry i am so frustrated.