Will one week and then SS will be here for the whole summer, everyother weekend is almost to much to deal with and the summer almost kills both me and my marriage every year. My daughter with SO just turned 7 and even she doesn't want SS13 here, she told me I love him but he is mean......how sad is that it breaks my heart that this poor girl wants to love and like her brother so bad but he just acts so awful and brings so much tension that she doesnt' even want him here. I have been doing so good lately, eating better taking my vitamens, making a real effort to be happy and healthy with myself and with SO but here is summer and I am really afraid I will backslide. I stress eat and there will go the 26 lbs I just lost, I am so tired today after having him here for the weekend and the whole summer I just don't know if I can do this anymore, I am worried all the time when he is here. What will he break, will her hurt my daughter by being careless, will he hurt her feelings, can my marriage survive the fighting that happens when he is here? We hardly ever fight .......everytime we do its about him.....I am so tired I honestly don't know if I have a summer with SS13 left in me.........