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Submitted by SMLIFESUCKS on Mon, 09/22/2014 - 11:32am

I deleted my old profile because it seemed, first off that DH had found it by some of the things he was referencing and secondly I thought maybe I was just complaining too much.

Well I couldn't live without STalk. I hate that my DH acts like a total prick but you girls call out the truth and that I need. I also need a place to vent, even if I'm wrong.

For a small moment I had hope things were getting better after coming back from my trip. Well I was wrong as I seem to be alot. I think maybe things are worse now, or I'm just not making excuses for the behavior anymore. Either way, I'm here to look around, comment and vent away.

I need the girls of Stalk and you're wisdom, and support.

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Submitted by SMLIFESUCKS on Mon, 09/22/2014 - 11:38am

thanks. Smile

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Submitted by SMLIFESUCKS on Mon, 09/22/2014 - 11:50am

Yes, yes he is and if I had posted about the recent stuff, you'd be livid. I'm just moving on past most of it and going back to counseling soon as my financials are a little better, probably in a month or two.

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Submitted by Willow2010 on Mon, 09/22/2014 - 11:55am

Oh lord....what did he do now?

I may have missed it but did he ever call you while you were away?

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Submitted by SMLIFESUCKS on Mon, 09/22/2014 - 12:01pm

He finally did call after about 12 hours. I told him how he made me feel but whatever. It's lots of things willow. At this point I am just trying to survive the day to day life because nothing is going to change until I leave.

It's financial related and what he said to be was very hurtful. I needed to come up with $1400 for medical and court fees with my exH. I have been attempting to get photography jobs to come up with the money. I have gotten a few but not enough to cover it in 2 months, which is what I was given by the court.

He got a loan but lied when I repeatedly asked if he had heard about it. So he finally tells me on friday he got the loan and a bonus at work. The bonus is almost gone and he "wanted to make me sweat a little" on the loan. So we had conversation back and forth through text because I did not want to talk to him. I told him he was showing he didn't respect me and how much it hurt.

He continued to say he did nothing wrong, so at this point, it's just good morning, good night, and I will or won't be home on time.

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Submitted by SMLIFESUCKS on Mon, 09/22/2014 - 6:12pm

Thanks sweet pea, I missed you girls. Hugs to you too for your stuff you're going through.