This past Saturday I took some of my jewelry to be inspected and cleaned. Not all of it because I couldn't find a black velvet bag with a necklace and matching earrings along with a heart pendant. I had to stop looking for the velvet bag because I was starting to hyperventilate! When I got back from the jewelry store I decided that I would look at SD17 old room. She has been living with her BM going on a year now in another state.

I was searching under her bed, alongside her bed and under the mattress. I had to ask SS15 for help with the mattress. When I mentioned what I was looking for to SS15 he turned off the tv and went into his room to do who knows what. Hmmm...I was unlucky with finding any of my jewelry in SD17 room. I really do believe she took a sapphire and diamond pendant of mine along with the necklace that belonged to the heart pendant. Those items have been missing for over a year now. And I am still looking for them and NOW looking for the black velvet bag with the other jewelry.

Later on in the evening when SS15 was at a friends house I figured I would go into his room to look for my jewerly. When I got to his backpack I found a necklace that belongs to me that I had NO idea was missing. I also found an Ipod charger that had been taken away. This kid does not own anything that warrants him having a Ipod/Iphone charger. Or so we thought...

I called his friend and told him to tell SS15 to get home and go straight to his room. When he got home I told him what I found. The kid is full of bullshit. He said that his sister (that lives in another state) was asking about a necklace that her older brother had given her. SS15 went into her room a few weeks ago and found MY necklace in a plate that SD17 had other jewelry in. LIAR!!! I know exactly what plate he is talking about and he is LYING! Then he said that he was going to give it to another girl.

SS15 kept on insisting that he was telling the truth. He wouldn't leave me alone. He doesn't have access to his cellphone right now. Earlier in the day I had asked SO if he had heard from SD17. He said no. Well who do you know gives SO a call Saturday night?!? SD17!!! A few minutes after SO cell phone rings SS15 came out of his room and went outside to where SO was. I am not stupid!

The charger was not removed from his room. So I went into his room to ask what he was doing the charger that I had taken away over a month ago. Over a month ago he got into major trouble for disrespecting me. When I had taken away the charger I asked him if his mom sent him an Ipod. He denied having one from her.Come to find out that the lying brat has had an Ipod ever since January when she sent him his late Christmas present. The brat figured he would hide it from us. He was grounded for almost a month when he disrespected me. The whole time he was in his room communicating with his sister and his BM via the Ipod. SD17 and BM are toxic and they fill SS15 head with bullshit. We figured him not having a cellphone would stop him from communicating with them and them with him. Oh how we are stupid!

When I went into his room to ask about the charger, this is after SD17 coincidentally called SO, SS15 immediately tried hiding something. I asked that he show me what he was hiding. Of course he didn't want to. I had to call SO inside, he was saying good bye to his oldest son that had came over for dinner. SS15 told his dad "I dont' want to talk about it" What?!? I had already seen the Ipod when he tried putting it in his pocket. SO did not take it away from him! That infuriated me! He was asked how is it that he contacted SD17 and he said that he called her from the house phone. I pressed redial on the house phone to only prove that SS15 is a fucken liar along with SD17. She had the audacity to leave a lying message claiming that I let her borrow the necklace that I found in SS15 backpack. NO I FUCKEN DIDN'T!!! I NEVER let her borrow my jewerlry. How does one forget that they loaned a piece of their jewelry?!? She is lying!

So now here I am sitting in a strangers empty bedroom that she rents out. I left! I couldn't take it anymore. I am so mad at SO for not taking away the Ipod and going through their conversation to see what their lying asses were talking about. I told SO that my jewelry should not be "disappearing" or being found in SS15 backpack. I am done. I feel sad and have been crying all day because I miss SO but I can't live under the same roof as a liar and a thief. My belongings should not go missing or being gone through. According to SO he is sending SS15 to his moms once school is out for the summer. WHAT GOOD IS THAT GOING TO DO?!?! Sending him their for the summer! Please.

I love SO and care about him and want to go back to him but I know that I can't. I am so angry at his kids right now. 7 FUCKEN years of my life wasted on them...I am such an idiot. Now I am here in this strange womans house that lives her 10 year old son alone without telling him where she is going. I am starting to think I made a mistake but I had to leave. My dad even called me today to ask what WE were doing. I said nothing just staying at home. I did not tell him I left SO. I feel so sad.