Well, things blew up and I left. I think that he thinks he asked me to go when in reality........I drank to get away from the skids and the situation.

Its been mantra'd on my mind that I HAD TO GO.

Well, I had to waste tons of money on hotels and cabs and fighting over cars and bank accounts and ----GET THIS--he is living alone with my daughter while I am living with my mother!!!!!!!

WTF YOU SAY- oh yeah,,,,,,,,

my mother won't allow dogs in her mini mansion, and the SKIDDY D. has a big house with two dogs of his own.

So............whats up for me now?

No barking dogs. No skids. ANd no love.

I have lost alot. I am forced to find a new apt. that takes dogs and a girl just graduating from college for the second time. Have not worked in a few years. I guess full time mom and college student does not count for much on applications.

I am seriously beginning to wonder if i will get through this. I CANNNOT EVEN SEE MY DOG- except on visitations or if I get a pet friendly hotel....which i cannot afford.

More later

hugs all y'all

its a mad cruel step world