I have major trust issues with my husband. His BM has always given me problems. He has always denied anything was going on and she would tell me that things were going on. Ive tried to move past this with doubt and sadness in my heart. A few times i left him because of this they would argue on the phone she would come drop off kids unexpectedly she would come by and cuss me out blaming it on me that he doesnt see his kids which is not true. Ive been dealing with this for 4 years. We have a 2 yr old and a 5 month old. I cant seem to move forward with him without knowing the truth. Finally today he told me that he use to call her and ask her if he could see her and they would talk about their sons the present life and dirtyness he said. I dont think i want to be with him anymore i have been through so much with him making me think that i was at fault and he was doing me wrong with her. Not to mention she loved to throw it in my face with a smile. I need to get out of this marriage i dont think that i can continue with this hole in my heart that they caused. I know there is so much more that was discussed between them i beleive that they were telling each other I love you. She wrote him a letter about 1 and half ago that she was leaving her bf and moving in to her moms because she couldnt afford rent and that she was sorry for everything she caused my husband and that if he needed anything she would be just around the corner. signed and I love you. he showed me this letter telling me look its her . Later that night i found the picture she sent him and in the back it said i love you he failed to mention or even show me that picture. I hate him for this i dont think i can stay with him.