My Tuesday Pity Party-OT

I read something on my facebook and I feel like I have been beat. I can't say I didn't know but seeing it broadcast on the worldwide web really hurt me. I am really sad and blue today. I even suspended my facebook account so I wouldn't have to deal with seeing anymore. BF wrote to an old friend (gf I suspect)that he thought I might be right for him but he wasn't ready to marry...he may have well said "she's alright to be my maid and F*** when I get the urge but I damn sure don't want to tie myself down because something better might come along." Perhaps I have my heart on my sleeve today because he has been upfront to me about his lack of desire for commitment but when he shared his feelings with the rest of the world....I got hurt....Why can't I be a cold heartless bitch and not give a damn and not let stupid shit bother me. Sorry I really feel bad and I need to vent Thanks for being my should today!

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Jojo, that is awful! Stupid

Jojo, that is awful! Stupid FB! And why would BF say that? It's like he wants to give the impression that your relationship isn't permanent to this old GF? I would sure ask him about it!

Agree

*Agree*

I know that is exactly how it

I know that is exactly how it made me feel.

Ok, this is just a thought,

Ok, this is just a thought, but WHY did he post this information on fb? Everyone on fb knows when you post something there it is GONNA get around to everyone. Very cruel for him to allow you to see this in my personal opinion, but I think it was intentional. It basically comes down to you have to make a decision if you want to be with someone in this fashion. Ever heard the saying, "Never make someone a priority who only makes you an option"? Is this guy worth hurting this much over seems to be the question you SHOULD be asking... not why can't you be a heartless b**** and get over it. Seems to be dude needs to either step up or step out of the way to allow room for someone who will value you and cherish you!

WOW - this really infuriated

WOW - this really infuriated me. What a douchebag! What an asshole! GRRRRRR!!! You must be so sad That was a very hurtful thing to do.

Wicked is right and I think

Wicked is right and I think it was intentional because of the way it made me feel. How many times does he think he has to tell me....I F***ing get it!

Thank you girls...you are the

Thank you girls...you are the best!

Honestly I don't even care

Honestly I don't even care anymore...I just feel numb...so tired of trying and fighting so hard in this relationship. I know that things are a struggle sometimes but this is crazy...

I know my response is

I know my response is cheesey, but I thought of the book "He's just not that into you".

i.e.: If he doesn't want to marry you, he's just not that into you.

"Don't waste the pretty."

YOU take control! "Hey buddy, are you in or out?"

Honestly jojo, there's plenty more fish in the sea, you just have the courage to dust off your pole and get it in the water.

Don't wait around for a man to control your destiny.