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She graduates tomorrow...

Last-Wife's picture

I have been mom to Princess since she was in kindergarten. Today was a her last day of high school. I can't believe she graduates tomorrow.

I've spent the last few weeks scanning in old photos so I could make a movie for her. I was okay with it all until this morning, when I added the music. It was too much. I cried the whole time I watched it, and then had to watch it again to do the edits. I could hardly see the screen through the tears.

She's not a little girl anymore. In just a few short weeks, she'll be moving out and going away to college. She's such a different creature than the little girl in pig tails. I wonder who she will become, and what she will make of her life. I hope she's more like me than her mother... I hope the lessons I have taught her "stick."

When I was able to compose myself, I called Loghead. He asked me why I was crying and I told him it was because I love him so much. I thanked him for loving me and letting me love his kids; that I was proud to be her mom, and proud to say she's my daughter.

(He asked me when he got home if I'd been drinking. I told him, no, it was pure love talking...)

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Wicked.Step.Monster's picture

*Like* Perfectson has already been out for a week and a half and he graduates next Tuesday... I've been crying for a month already, it's ok, I understand. Smile There are way more emotions tied into a high school graduation than I ever dreamed possible. Good luck tomorrow!

Last-Wife's picture

Thank you! Yea, I never thought graduation would be like this. I also think I'm taking harder, because I realize I will be the only woman in the house and SS15 and SS14 and I do not get along very well.

Princess LOVED the movie when I showed it to her last night. She just curled up in my lap and cried. "Why did you make this for me after I've been so horrible to you lately?" she asked through tears.

Love. That's why. Cuz that's what mom's do. They love their kids even when they're rotten. And just because she is not my child by blood does not make her any less my child...