SS finally contacted us. It was a short email. it read "Sarah is fine. We moved in and the apartment is nice. Install skype and add my username, it is .... Be online Thursday at 9 pm. Don't tell anyone else". My husband has been checking his email everyday since SS left. We have been worried sick. And I have cried a lot. I miss the baby. SS disappeared completely since last Wednesday. I am glad SS contacted us soon. My husband even drove to the college area for two days but did not have any luck. Thank you for everyone who wrote supporting comments and prayed for my SS and his daughter.

The stupid bitch BM wrote a letter to SS. She actually wrote a letter because SS was not responding to her calls, texts and emails. She made it look like it was from someone else. She wrote in the letter that my husband was not actually SS's father. She then writes that SS was born because she was raped by a homeless person. At the end, she writes "I need you to repay me all the money I spent raising you."

I dont get why SS is warming up to me of all people. This has been a strange day. He comes home early from school. He had a few hours before his friday night job starts at a restaurant. Annd he brought groceries. He usually buys just for himself and his daughter and occasionally buys things like milk and eggs for the household. But today, he went and bought me 3 cartons of my favourite vanilla Haagen Dazs ice cream. I buy this ice cream once every two months. I LOVE it. But I cant really afford it so I treat myself with it occasionally.

After the whole situation with bm, SS told us last night he will be leaving and renting his own place next month in the city. He says he has enough money for rent, daycare and other things. I do not get how he making so much money. I am ashamed to say it but I cried in front of him. I dont want to lose my only hope of having a grandughter. I fell in love with her completely. She makes me feel like I am 20 years younger. I cant lose her. I think SS was surprised at my reaction. He didnt say anyting after that and just went to bed.