Psycho sd13 has become more entitled than I thought she was. I don't normally like that word, but there really isn't a better one. I always knew she was selfish, narcissistic, princess syndrome. But the other day she came into the living room, and I casually mentioned to please not leave anymore bloody underwear bombs in the laundry, and that I was tired of having this convo with her (before anyone jumps on the don't do her laundry bandwagon, we are in a water restriction, have been for over a year. We can't have her do her laundry and waste the water for just her clothes, we do it all together). So this ended up, short version, with her basically saying it is my job to scub her undies. Um....ewww, first of all....and NO! We have been through this for three years. She just doesn't get it. She argued and argued that basically all jobs she doesn't want to do are mine. I went so far as to tell her if I ever have another period I will bring everything to her to clean. She said that's sick, I said I know, you get it now? She said but that's yours. SIGH. So this somehow turns into a convo of how she does nothing around her but occassionally throwing everything into her closet, or throwing everything in her bathroom into the linen closet...er...I mean cleaning those rooms.

Her rational, I've already cleaned house, I know how. I said, and what about contributing to the family. Again, that's my job. I think she would let me wipe her butt if it wasn't so uncomfortable to be around me. She wanted money for something, and dh had told her no, she has done nothing to earn it. She was livid. Again, the whole doing chores thing came up.

This kid finally showed her hand in front of dh, that I am nothing more to her than hired help. I know she has issues, but all the meds and therapists and psychologists in the world are only making her feel more privileged and special at this point.

I used to love this child, I think I still do on some level, but I am so tired. I'm tired of watching my back, of feeling like she is keeping us prisoner with her threats and lies, and now being demeaned and degraded. I'm just frustrated beyond my limit. I can't seem to find any resolve anymore. Sorry this is jumbled, so is my head.