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It's MY anniversary. No you can't crash

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Submitted by roseslady2 on Thu, 07/07/2011 - 2:03pm

Funny how I put my own guilt on me. No one else has to do it.

SS10 is going with me to a chiropractor appt in an hour. The other day when that happened, I told him he could come over and hang out before hand if he wanted to. Today, I need my space. So, when he called and asked if he could come hang out before the appt, I said "No, bud, I'm busy today." Instantly, I felt guilty. but, I just got a great reassurance from my sister that I don't have to have him today. Usually, she'd side with my guilt. You see, it's my anniversary with DH today. 4 years ago, we got married. I have a little plan in my head of how today is suposed to go. So far, nothing has screwed that up and I don't intend to let SS10 come over and get me all irritated and get this day going the wrong way. So, I'm enjoying my anniversary. Smile

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Submitted by roseslady2 on Sat, 07/09/2011 - 4:34pm

Thanx everyone for the well wishes.

the thing that made me feel guilty was that I was home alone at the time. But, I don't feel guilty anymore. It was a fleeting feeling that I am over now. At my age, few people have a 15 year old and a 10 year old... I deserve all the time I want. Another thing that makes me not feel guilty is that I know a few kids whse BM doesn't want to see them more than once eow for 3-12 hours. I see them more than that. Plus, I have my own SSons eow for the whole week... I'm proud of myself for what I already do. I don't need to do more. Dirol