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Finally broke me

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Submitted by Raven on Wed, 12/11/2013 - 3:03pm

It's over. They finally broke me. I couldn't take anymore of their ignorant presence in my home. Their coming here treating my son like he was a piece of dirt under their shoe. The manipulation, the causing trouble, the disgusting smell that pervaded my home whenever they were here. I couldn't take anymore of it. The way my husband treated my son like garbage while catering to their every whim. I am done. He is gone. I have never felt so relieved about anything.

Still invisible

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Submitted by Raven on Sat, 05/11/2013 - 4:29am

I am the invisible woman. Don't even say hi or goodbye. I don't want to be in my home when they are here. This is never going to change. It doesn't upset me - I don't want a relationship with them, it's too late for that now, but it angers me that they think they can come to my home and act as if I am an interloper, while watching my cable, eating my food, thinking they have a god given right to use my BS video games.

2 days to go.....

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Submitted by Raven on Thu, 10/18/2012 - 1:22am

I'm savoring these last 2 days of freedom. In 2 days time I will be trying to stay out of the house as long as is humanly possible and then camping out in my room. I try not to force myself to stay away, why should I when it is my home? But the crappy atmosphere and having to watch my son get treated like garbage is just not worth not letting them win.

Trying not to think about it, but it is all I can think about. Ugh.

Trying to figure out why......

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Submitted by Raven on Sun, 10/14/2012 - 12:50pm

......it's SO's bio one I struggle with more than the others. Logically that makes no sense to me. The other 2 are the spit of BM and aren't my SO's. And yet I can tolerate them easier. Although I guess it's the bio one who is the most manipulative by a long way so that probably has something to do with it. But even so...... :?

Confused

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Submitted by Raven on Fri, 10/12/2012 - 1:22am

I gotta start blog posting cuz I think I am gonna go mad. I'm in such a horrible situation. Hateful BM, SO who is scared of her and so lets her constantly stir shit and get inside his head, manipulative skids, and my bio son in the mix. I am so done with this entire situation. I have so much resentment inside me I feel like it is slowly poisoning me.