This one was inspired by the first full great week I have had with my husband since near the beginning of our relationship. It was this past week and it was the result of starting meds that have helped me not obssess over the painful things DH has put me through this past year, evened out my mood swings, and helped me to not be so irritated by the little things. I thought this was the answer to my disliking SD problem. I knew I had been wrong the minute I woke up to the sound of SD's voince on her visit folling the great week. I couldn't even feel a flicker of light from the great weet through the darkness of the mood her precense immediately put me in.

PERFECT

Life would be perfect
if not for one glitch
like a beatiful world
found dead in a ditch

Life would be perfect
if it would disappear
I can wish all day
but no one will hear

Life would be perfect
without this one pain
but all my prayers
are said in vain

Life would be perfect
if it would go away
days of sunshine
without all the gray

Life would be perfect
a few years too late
how do you like that
for a cruel twist of fate

Life would be perfect
once upon a time
now I pay with my life
like I commited a crime

From hating this thing
I have lost myself
the price for true love
was my mind and my health