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Nope. I am not crazy or paranoid...you guys just keep proving it!

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Submitted by NotJuneCleaver on Mon, 04/11/2011 - 8:28am

I have a dead bolt on my bedroom door. I have a lock on my pantry. I change passwords often. I check the locks on my windows and doors all the time. Sounds like I am one paranoid bitch, huh? Nope. Just have been invaded over and over and decided I was taking my house back. I despise my DH's son. I despise the fact that their mother abandoned him and I was forced to raise him for years while my husband traveled. My marriage is healing, slowly. I am ashamed of letting this kid get to me. But I am not alone with all these feelings of rage, entrapment, resentment. That kid used me up.

My love letter to KARMA!!!

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Submitted by NotJuneCleaver on Fri, 04/08/2011 - 1:55pm

Dear Karma,

Thank you for showing up to court today. I love you and have missed you so. Whattt??? All back child support obligation dropped because of fraud??? What???? BM now owes us $22,000.00 for 5 years? Did you really believe that a court of law would simply take your toothless word that all 3 stepkids had been living with you? 5 years of my life raising your kids. You worthless junkie whore. You're a bad person and since you live with your mom and sisters at the age of 42, guess you'll be in jail soon. Broke ass bitch.

I am taking my summer back!!!

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Submitted by NotJuneCleaver on Thu, 04/07/2011 - 7:40am

That's right, my summer. MY CHILDREN'S summer. No one will be coming to my house this summer and making us all miserable. SS has been living with his mom for 6 months. He is now a smoker, drinker, and pot head. After being absent from his life for 5 years ss's mother repays him by being his bff. There is no way he is coming to my home with his new habits. I told DH he can see him whenever he wants just not at our house. Luckily, he understands and is all to familiar with his son's antics. I just don't want this kid in my life ever. I don't want him around my younger children.

I would NEVER say yes again, EVER!

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Submitted by NotJuneCleaver on Wed, 04/06/2011 - 10:53am

That's right. If I could get a do over I most certainly would take it. I should have told my husband and his children NO, no they can't live with us. Sorry, but raising your daughter and our 3 children is enough. But that is not what I said. I am forever regretting that decision. Everyday! My thoughts are so unorganized now that I don't even know if this blog will be readable to anyone. But I woke up today full of anxiety and resentment and need to start somewhere.