Well it's been a week and two days since my brother in law past away. We still have not had a funeral for him nor is he burried. My husband is still haning on to the hope that there is some money out there to burry him with. He refuses to cremate him and have a simple funeral just for us. He set up an account for donations to help with the expenses so far no one has sent money. I keep telling him his brother would not want us to go through this but he insists on waiting. I asked him how long he was willing to wait. H said until I can give him what he would have wanted.

I feel like it's just my son and me even though there are two other people in the house. Last night my mom had both my kids. (My oldest lives with my mom and dad because he started refusing to go to school and my dad is retired so he stays on him like white on rice.) I came home and my H and SS11 were watching tv. No one said hi or even asked how my day was. I changed my clothes and started making supper. Still nothing. I finished making supper and went into the bathroom before we ate. I came out and still nothing. So I announced that supper was ready.

Last night I found out why my H didn't want his son 11 to come back home on Tuesday night......there was a game on last night! That is just wrong! He didn't want his football time interupted. grrrrr
Stay tuned for more grrrrr moments to come......

Well Christmas went better than expected. The teenage SDs didn't hang all over my H like they usually do. And I didn't feel like they were watching my every move. I think they actually had a little fun. My SS11 actually spoke to me! He lives with us but had been staying with his mom for a few days. He normally acts like I'm the devil. It didn't start off to good as far as H and I are concerned. We had Christmas at my parent's house. The skids got there about 1:00. H was sitting on the couch and I was laying on the couch with my head on his lap. Well we were all debating football vs.