I sort of had/have food/weight issues. After having kids I hated my weight 140 to 201 then back to 156 when I should be between 125-140 for my height. Divorce I dropped to 120 loved half my body the rest was far too scrawny. I went up and down between 120-130 low end I looked sick higher end I looked normal. I quit smoking in feb of this year and the weight has slipped on I'm up to 142 I love my boobs hate the rest of me. I can't exercise like I would like because of a knee injury I have to have surgery on, I eat okay but really should exercise better and eat more balanced. I'm lazy and question my choices I'd rather an easy out to weight loss than working for it ( really thought about smoking again), and I know that isn't the best choice. I used to be very active I was a competitive swimmer now I'm too busy and I want to be healthy,but with work, school, kids and someone else cooking for me all the time I don't know how to make better choices. So if you want motivation maybe we can help each other, If you want a sympathetic ear I will listen.

Yes I have anorexia and for me, it started at the young age of 6. There is a lot to an eating disorder and I don't mind trying to be of help if you want to PM me.

Darling hang in there. Don't let your dh, any man or any person for that matter make you sick. Certainly a man that walks out on you is not worth this. It sounds as if a couple of the other posters have your back. I hope they can help you through this. I hope you are talking to your doctor about this. Good luck.

I don't know that I can offer any help other than say I understand. After my first divorce I lost down to under 100 lbs. The sight of food made me sick to my stomach. Then after several years I realized that when I was stressed all I wanted to do was eat and I gained too much weight. But now I'm sorta at a happy medium I guess. Good luck, I hope some of the people on here can help.