I'm so frustrated today!!!!!! I started having issues with blood pressure, step life will do that to you. It got to the point where it was spiking. The doc put me on a beta blocker, telling me the main side effect was a feeling of less energy. Ok, I work at home and can rest a bit at lunchtime, no problem.

...tail between my legs. I went back. I was out for a month, staying with my parents. A combination of missing SO, my exH being a tool, having a scary medical situation with my BD (she's ok thank goodness) and my mom and I being ready to strangle each other led me right back home.

Things have just hit that final straw. I'm too exhausted to get too far into it but needed to vent a little. This man is incapable of being there for me emotionally. He thinks I'm just too needy and expect too much from him. Thanksgiving was a mess, his 14 year old was disrespectful to me the entire time. I spent the holiday unhappy.

I thought some positivity on a Monday could do us all some good! I know it will for me, the bad has been outweighing the good around here lately and I'm feeling pretty down about it.

I'll start:

My SO cooks for me when I'm busy working and can't take a break.
Texts me sweet messages from work some days.
Thanks me for taking his kids home every Sunday since he works.

That's all I can come up with right now. Lol