So BM and I have been cheerful and chatty and pretending like I'm not also hearing about and assisting my DH with their less cheerful conversations.

I sent her this sweet letter that was in this month's issue of SM magazine from a SM to a BM with whom she doesn't have a good relationship but always wanted one. Told BM that it made me a little teary and I thought I'd share it with her.

She responds. "Why?"

So now I feel stupid. I'm sure she's somehow offended but I'm not sure why. Why do I even bother? Seriously, what the fuck is my deal?

Maybe I just need to accept that she'll always be a bitch and just move on.

My response, btw, was "Wait.. why what?"

Only because she's either offended and not said why yet, or she's playing dumb. I don't know why on earth I would want to send you something sweet from a SM to a BM, BM. I have NO IDEA why that would in ANY WAY INTEREST YOU AT ALL.

*sigh*

I'm stupid.