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O/T-Completely Heartbroken...Again (language sorry)

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Submitted by msc1120 on Thu, 05/17/2012 - 7:17am

Found out last night that while AH (asshole husband now, he doesn't deserve DH anymore)separated for a little over a month during the holidays he was sleeping with a female coworker who he's been telling me for months now is just a friend. I don't even know what to do I'm just completely numb. He told me that he still has feelings for her but the only time they slept together was while we were apart. I asked him last night was it me or her and his response was "I don't know" WTF!!! You don't know? Almost 8 years of marriage and he doesn't know!! Fuck him and her!!

Whatever BM!!

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Submitted by msc1120 on Mon, 05/14/2012 - 9:57am

So this weekend was suppose to be our weekend with SS13, but according to the CO BM gets to have SS for Mother's Day. No big deal not my kid, gives me an extra SS free weekend with DH and other family. Anywho...the point of this is BM had "accidentally" called DH about a week and a half ago so he asked her what were the plans for Mother's Day she told him "I'm not sure let me check with hubby and I'll call you in a couple days." Well DH never heard one word from her so he decided we were going to make other plans screw her the world doesn't revolve around her.

BM is a selfish COW!!!

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Submitted by msc1120 on Mon, 04/02/2012 - 10:18am

So this past weekend was SS13's weekend at our house, DH and I go Friday evening to pick little precious up and BM selfish cow starts in on DH about money for SS's braces. DH knows he has to give BM money every month for the braces no big deal. DH's stepfather passed away 3 weeks ago, and for the past 2 weeks DH has been really sick and hasn't left the house but twice to go to the doctor. Selfish cow BM KNOWS all this but keeps texting and callng DH wanting him to bring her money and he just ignores her.

O/T Long but just need to get this out

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Submitted by msc1120 on Thu, 03/08/2012 - 8:25am

This may ramble and be long sorry...DH and I separated for about a month during the holidays, we worked through some stuff, low and behold we are having issues again. Long story short our issues came from my mood swings, the fact I couldn't let go of all the hurt and anger I had from when we were seperated. He thinks it's all his fault, I think it's all my fault. He says there has been to much damage done and we won't be able to move past these things.

O/T - Mood Swings and Hormones

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Submitted by msc1120 on Thu, 03/01/2012 - 2:30pm

This is off topic but I could really use some advice and guidance. It's been awhile since I posted...quick back story DH and I seperated for about a month around the Holidays, worked through some things concerning SS and BM got back together..fast forward to now. The past few months (since shortly after we got back together) I've been really moody. One minute I'm fine, the next total bitch. One minute I'm fine, then for no reason tears. More the bithcy part than the tears though. I just always seem to be in a bad mood and I just feel kind of blah and tired all the time.

SS is playing BM like a cheap violin...

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Submitted by msc1120 on Mon, 02/06/2012 - 9:09am

This was our weekend to have SS. Friday night DH and I go to meet BM and her husband to pick SS up and as soon as she pulls up the first words out of her mouth is "SS has been sick he didn't got to school today and he needs a bath because he was too weak to take one today." DH and I said ok fine we'll handle it. As soon as SS gets in the car with us he's magically feeling better and talking up a storm. He was fine all weekend we did give him some cough meds because he was coughing some but not to bad, no big deal he had not temp. or anything.

O/T but I need some advice...

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Submitted by msc1120 on Sat, 12/31/2011 - 11:26am

So, my stepmom called me just earlier and asked me if I would be interested in staying with my grandmother at night from Sunday to Thursday (her and my aunts would pay me). On one hand it would be a way for me to move on and not think about DH and I splitting up so much and get on with my life. On the other I love my grandmother and would have no problem taking care of her at night I just feel that right now I wouldn't be able to give her the attention and care that she needs and deserves (she's 83, diabetic, has slight dementia, and is unable to move around by herself very much).

Ok now I'm pissed!

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Submitted by msc1120 on Fri, 12/30/2011 - 5:57pm

So DH was suppose to call or text me after he dropped of SS back at BM's house so we could get together and talk about how we are going to start separating things in the house, etc. SS was suppose to go home yesterday, never heard from DH so this afternoon I texted him to see if him and SS had a good visit this week, he responds yes they had a nice visit he's taking SS home now SS was able to stay an extra day. Well this was 3 hours ago now and I haven't heard crap back from him.

How do you let go?

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Submitted by msc1120 on Wed, 12/28/2011 - 12:30pm

How do you let go of the person you love more than anything in the world? How do you let go of 8 years together? DH says we can't work things out and I know I should let go and move on with my life but, I know deep in my heart that we belong together and one day we'll regret not trying. I'm trying to get angry at something so that I can let go but all I feel right now is hurt.

Heartbroken

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Submitted by msc1120 on Mon, 12/26/2011 - 9:21pm

Sorry this is off topic but I just have to get this out. I'm so heartbroken right now I can't even think straight. DH and I are officially over as of tonight. I love this man with all my heart and don't want to loose him. He says that we can't work out our problems and I know that should be the end for me too, why should I care if he doesn't? The problem is I do care. I love him and SS so much. I couldn't breath when they left earlier.

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