It has been an overwhelming experience and I’m going crazy. Ugh! There…I said it. I’m guilty of joining this site to feel better reading some of your stories and realizing…damn, I don’t have it so bad. This high felt good for a while but a year has gone by since I’ve joined and I’m still feeling that funky feeling of being a stepmom. I have the responsibility of dealing with a child that I’m not sure I want half the time. I’m at the point where I’m feeling like the traditional “wicked stepdad” from a fairytale. It’s a yucky feeling that consumes me more than anything.