Just stupid...

So Bm can doggie shame ss and send her kid to school in filthy clothes. Ss gets caught stealing food from school because there is nothing to eat at home. Ss makes comments that he can't brush his teeth because there are dirty dishes in the bathroom sink. Bm and her husband have to move out of thier trailor becaus the city condemned it. And what does CPS do???? Abosolutly NOTHING!!!

BUT...

Will and Jada smith make headlines for being under investigation (CPS), because a photo was leaked of thier daughter. I'm sure something will be done about this.

I'm on week 3 of 12 of my maternity leave and I'm super bored. My baby sleeps all day and night, so not much entertainment from him. I catch myself having conversations with the dog and sometimes with sleeping baby. All I do is cook, clean, and feed baby.

I do get annoyed that DH doesn't help much with the chores or with baby. I completely understand his thought process on this and we both agreed to it before I went on leave - I would be the one to do all the cooking and cleaning, plus get up with baby at night.

I learned this morning that my uncle decided to take his own life. He left me aunt with no explanation just passwords to the accounts and how to draw his life insurance. He left behind 2 boys for my aunt to raise on his own; 14 and 16.

This hit me very hard, my uncle reminds me so much of my husband. He was very rational, had a high power/high paying job, family orientated. He always wanted better for his family.

So I've been in the hospitial since Friday at 2pm. I was admitted becaus my water broke. After 24 hours of labor, dilating to 10cm, epidural not working at all (redid it twice), pushing for 1 hour, the doctor finally does an emergency C-section. Weirdest feeling ever. Baby boy is healthy, 8 pounds 1 oz. I'm doing okay as expected. But they are keeping me until Tuesday.