So, we've been going to a MC since September, we see him weekly. He started out being very helpful and very much on my side.

I noticed on my second visit there (before H came, he started attending on 3rd visit) that MC would nod off. Our appointment time is always 3:30 and I know this is a time of day that most people experience a slump, but it's getting ridiculous.

I've also noticed that he only offers suggestions about 1 every 5 sessions and that drives e CRAZY. I can talk to my Mom FOR FREE!

I've decided to stop going to this guy. I have brought up my Stepson(16) telling me to shut the fuck up. My H throwing chairs into me and bruising me and calling me an asshole while Stepshit (16) is home. I have been down right abused by both stepsons, my H and his horsefaced exW. I've told the counselor this several times and he always jumps over the subject.

I'm done.

I would also leave my DH to wake him up and see how he/they are hurting me and how serious I am, but learned last week that I may have to start chemo in a few months because I have a very rare disorder where my bone marrow makes way too any red and white cells. All of this on top of my collapsed lung.

I also feel very overwhelmed with the Holidays as I get stuck doing it all... shopping, wrapping, decorating and having a HUGE Christmas dinner for 25 people.