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Lillywy00's picture

Submitted by Lillywy00 on Tue, 10/24/2023 - 6:19am

Apartment app discreetly submitted

I need every positive thought I can get so I can safely gtfooh 

If everyone can say or think a positive prayer maybe it will help. 
 

If I get approved this will be golden! It will be several steps UP from this situation.

Since it was Disneyland "dad's" birthday weekend he thought he was going to get pacified with obligatory routine seggsual activities. 
 

I declined. I can't even muster the strength to pretend I'm seggsually attracted to him anymore.  
 

In the past, He tried to make me feel like he would treat me horribly if I didn't agree to do him on schedule. 

Boy BYE!!!!

He can try to treat me badly then which will give me even more reason to swiftly up n leave. 
 

If this new place comes through I will be out this mf next month. Downside is I still have to pretend to be nice and deal with his Disneyland bs, using seggs to make himself feel better, and any other petty ass behavior he dishes out between now and then, ....because the move out won't be until after thanksgiving holiday. Barf!
 

 

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TheAccidentalSM's picture

Submitted by TheAccidentalSM on Tue, 10/24/2023 - 6:45am

Hope you get the new place.

Is there anyone you can crash with for the time until you officially move in?  

Rumplestiltskin's picture

Submitted by Rumplestiltskin on Tue, 10/24/2023 - 7:32am

Good for you! I agree with above - best to find someone to stay with. It doesn't sound like anything about living with your SO is enjoyable. 

CajunMom's picture

Submitted by CajunMom on Tue, 10/24/2023 - 8:13am

Just said a prayer that everything goes through and quickly and your move can be sooner than you think! Best to you!

StepUltimate's picture

Submitted by StepUltimate on Tue, 10/24/2023 - 8:34am

Asking God to protect you, strengthen you, encourage you, and give you wisdom as you execute your escape. 

Biggrin

Harry's picture

Submitted by Harry on Tue, 10/24/2023 - 8:57am

BM will give him his birthday gift.  He worries about her more.  

grannyd's picture

Submitted by grannyd on Tue, 10/24/2023 - 9:16pm

Yo, Lilly,

Remember Scatman Crothers in 'The Shining'? He was the cook with ESP, able to psychically connect with other 'sensitives' i.e., Danny Torrance. So, I’m presently slobbering with concentration as I transmit fortifying brainwaves to Lillyland.

Here’s the thing, kiddo; freedom is a drug and you’ll get addicted. The happiest years of my life were the 3 that I spent living alone, dating, going out with friends and free as a bird. Like you, I’d been in a miserable marriage (and you were clued-up, not going that route!) so the first few months of autonomy were pure heaven.

Naturally, you’re anxious about the big change ahead but change is scary. I can’t wait to read about your new experiences and your great relief once your home and body are yours again!