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SOMETIMES I WISH MY SS DID NOT EXIST

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I HATE BEING A STEP MOTHER.. MY SS IS 9 YRS OLD.. HE HAS ADHD HE IS OFF PILLS HE IS SO RUDE. HE NAGS ALL THE TIME HE FIGHTS WITH MY 6 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER.. HE BOSSES HER AROUND HE GETS HER IN TROUBLE IF SHE IS GWTTING PUNISHED 4 SOMETHING SHE HE DID AND I DONT KNOW HE DOSENT SAY ANYTHING HE STAYS QUIET.. HE MAKES FUN OF HER. WHEN I TALK 2 HIM OR PUNISH HIM HE IGNORES ME HE YELLS BACK. HE TELL A WHOLE DIFF STORY 2 MY HUSBAND WHEN HE GETS HOME.HE PUNISHES HIM SOMETIME OR JUST YELLS HE STARTS 2 CRY AND MAKES MY HUSBAND FEEL BAD THEN MY HUSBAND IS IN A BAD MOOD.. IF HE OR MY DAUGHTER CONPLAIN THEY 2 GET IN TROUBLE I FEEL LIKE MY DAUGHTER N MY LIFE IS HELL WHEN HE IS HERE. I CANT MAKW PLANS 2 GO ON VACATION BECAUSE MY HUSBAND ALWAYS WANT 2 TAKE HIM THE ONLY TIME ME WENT WITHOUT HIM AFTER MY SS CAME 2 THE HOUSE HE MADE MY HUSBAND FEEL BAD ABOUT GOING WITH OUT HIM. NOW I HAVE A 8 MONTH BABY BOY WITH MY HUSBAND I HATE THE FACT HE IS ALWAYS TRYING 2 KISS HIM AND HUG HIM THE MORE I TELL HIM 2 STOP THE MORE HE DOES IT WHEN MY HUSBAND IS THERE. HE IS A BAD STUDENT ALWAYS A TROUBLE MAKER HE ALWAYS BLAME EVERYONE ELSE 4 WHAT HE DOES. HIS MOM CANT STAND HIM. BM TOLD MY HUSBAND SHE CANT CONTROL HE STOLD TOYS FROM STORES ON JE DAYS AND ON OUR DAYS. MY HUSBAND FEELS SORRY 4 HIM AND THOUGH ABOUT ASKING. HAVE HIM FULL TIME BBUTBD HASNT SAID ANYTHING I REALLY DONT WONT HIM HERE I WISH AT TIME HE NEVER EXISTED ALL MY DREAM WENT DOWN THE DRAIN. HE WONT TURN HIS BACK ON HIS SON BUT ON THE OTHER SIDE HE IS LOOSING HIS OTHER BABY SON HIS WIFE HE IS LOOSONG MORE. I CANT TELL HIM 2 GIVE HIM UP BUT HE NOTICE MY CHANGE FROM THE WWEEKSS IS NOT WITH US AND THE WEEK HE IS. HE THOUGHT AT TIMES I HAD SOMETHING AGAINST MY SS BUT I CANT MAKE HIM UNDERSTAND ITS HIS BEHAVING. HE MAKES NICE CARD 4 US HE TRIES TO BE NICE TO US JUST TO MAKE US THINK WE DIS WRONG 2 PUNISH HIM HE MANIPULATES MY HUSBAND. MY DAUGHTER IS 24/7 WITH US. MY SS IS EVERYOTHER WEEK BUT MY DAUGHTER IS SO CALM NOT CAUSE ITS MY DAUGHTER BUT SHE DOSENT BOTHER AT ALL.. MY SS DAD IM HUNGRY.. DAD HURRY U WANT ME 2 DIE OR WHAT? DAD CAN I GET MY IPAD.. DAD THE WIFI DOSEN'T WORK.. DAD CAN I PLAY OUTSIDE? DAD.. ARE WE GOING OUT TODAY? DAD CAN I GET THIS. DAD CAN I GET THAT..
I CANT TAKE IT ITS HELL I CANT LET A LITTLE BOY DISTROY MY FAMILY BUT I DEFFNTLY CANNOT STAND THIS ANYMORE IM NOY THE HAPPY PERSON I USED 2 BE I BECAME A GRUMPY WIFE SOMETHING I DONT WANT 2 BE.. MY HUSBAND IS GREAT DOES NOT DESERVE ME 2 SAY THIS 2 HUM BUT I JUST FEEL SOO FRUSTRATED I CANNOT KEEP LIVING THIS

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