First, today is my anniversary and I have stayed up all night with my sick puppy dog. I had to drop my hubby off at work around 5 am this morning because he brought another vehicle we don't need (and it doesn't Bleeping run)! So, my SS who is more than forgetful calls home asking if I will bring him his homework he left at home. I ask him why didn't he put the homework in his backpack. His answer was, "I thought I did" ..... anger builds within me because this is a common occurrence. The SS is f-ing 12 years old and has no idea of responsibility! Not with his schoolwork, chores (won't do them/doesn't care is his excuse), dog, or anything else for that matter. Oh which reminds me, the reason I haven't been on here in a while is because he poured water all over my MacBook Pro because he wasn't paying attention! Well, a thousand dollars in repairs and I have my computer back. I really wanted to beat the crap out of him that night but I didn't even say a word... I retreated to my room and cried! Back to today- He forgets his keys in his room so as I am dealing with his father and the POS car we didn't need, the little shit pulls the screen off a window (the newest one since the hail storm last year). Proceeds to stack shit up so he can lift his fat ass in the window that was closed! So the stupid sucker shows anyone who wanted how to break into my house!!! Next, he doesn't even close the window and I have 2 very curious cats. Thank goodness I was able to find them! This kid constantly leaves doors unlocked even at night. The cats have been lost before because of the Step-kids not even shutting the front or back doors! Now, I am angry but I won't say anything because my hubby always says I am too strict or hard on the kids. So, I got a job and have left all parenting to him (ever last bit of it)! He has been having a hard time going through what I use to have to deal with on a daily basis. I just want to laugh in his face sometimes! I admit I am really pissed right now but, when am going to get the respect I freaking deserve? I have never hit, spanked, or used any type of aggression with my Step-kids. We give them everything they want practically and still treat me like the evil step-mother. I have bent over backwards many times to put their wants and needs before my own. When I discipline, I always wait till I am cool, calm, and collected (Never flying off the handle). I just wish they would at least respect the things I love and care about! Oh by the way, I still can't get my hubby to tell the state that we have 2 kids living with us. So, we are paying his ex winch for four kids when she only has two! He is afraid the state will get mad or she might make the kids move back into her home. Well..... I say GOOD RIDDANCE to the little shits. I wish I would've either not married him or never allowed any kids into my house. I think I might call on my day off behind his back anyways!!! I am so sick of my life again, I am to the point where I wish I just worked all the time. What is wrong with my family?