I have so many emotions im so overwhelmed and i feel like im gonna snap! I really wish my husband didnt have a kid already expecially with such a nut job baby moma that has done nothing but make our lives hell I love my husband more than u could imagine i just hate that we cant live our lives the way we want becouse of his nonsence he is in so much dept because he has to pay so much in child support that we cant do anything we didnt even have a vacation last summer we both need new cars and we both want to have a kid but cant cuz we cant afford it and we should be able to do all that cuz he makes really good money then on top of all that i do so much for his kid i drive to pick her up i take off work and drive a total of 13 hours every other weekend to pick up and drop off his kid i want to be a good stepmom and wife and help him as much as i can because he does so much for me but sometimes i just feel like i cant take it anymore!