Not sure, sometimes I do miss my X.

I know there is a reason we are not together. I know there are reasons why we are divorced, deep in my heart I do wish things were different.'

I think the main reason why I feel this way is because we started a joint custody thingy where the kids travel between houses every week. Due to the nature of the marriage and his lack of being respoinsible this felt like s sigh of relief, finally he was stepping up to the plate.

But over the past year I have struggled with the emotional disturbances that come with it.