So I've been thinking...if there truly is a God, why does he allow CP witches to drain our families' finances & souls? It's like the CP can continúe their life, but anyone who marries an NCP father is thrown to the coals. I mean, if DH had cheated on the witch with me, I would understand the Karma...but hell! He didn't know me! She remarried 3 days after their divorce! She hides her husband so he doesn't have to pay cs! I never did that! Our son and our family aré the only ones to sacrifice...I am sick of the sacrifice, while that poor excuse for a mother lives off of us! And does a pathetic job of raising kids.

Once again I told my DH off...he tells me we have 200USD in our acct for the next 6 days! And even after he gets paid, we'll have less than that until mid-April! All while his slutty daughter pops out a kid, fails school, etc...and he won't go to child support to get his cs lowered...he claims he's tried before. So my son & I have to do without all the freaking time...so he can support that loser!

Oh, is it because I hate them so much that God is punishing us? Or is it that I am fed up with the God bs? Yes, I was good. Yes, I was fair. I am sick of this.

I stopped working because we couldn't find anyone to take care of our son while I worked, without having to pay more than I made in a month! I don't even have a car! My life is crap since I made the stupid decision to be w/a divorced man...and you know? If God is watching, I say "do you get a thrill out of ruining people's lives as long as they are responsible and honest? Do you help put pathetic ex-wives? You must think slutty women deserve more than hard working & responsible women.

Sorry, but after 12yrs of this bs, I have to say I have zero faith in God...