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How do you deal??

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Here's my question.. How do you deal and coexist with the deep intense sometimes overwhelming hatered of BM???? Sometimes I feel like I could go crazy with anger inside me over the stupid shit she does and I think... I'm the one getting upset and she isn't worth my time but it's just so intense.

How do you guys live with it?

Desperately want another baby....

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Ok I have 3 BS 18,16,11. My DH has one BS almost 5. I'm 34 yes I started very young he's 36. I want another child so badly and I know EVERYONE says you have 4 be happy that's to many. However, I want to share that experience with my DH more than anything else in the world, and he had such a nightmare with his ex he thinks I'll turn into her if we do. I feel like my clock is running out of time and I'm so sad.

Last night

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Last night was a good night in house. DH picked up ss before I got home. I did my coupon runs lol. Came home grilled out, got kids showered and in bed by 10( hour late but without problems)

So came home last night and guess what.....

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DH ex was next door having dinner with the neighbors! Not what I wanted to come home to see. It was fine though no drama didn't see her my ds did, it was just awkward kinda.

This week has been quiet on the BM/SS/MIL world. Get ss tonight and tomorrow crossing fingures it goes smoothe. Then count down to long child free weekend with just my love and me!!!

Good/Bad week

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So This week was stressful not having my Steptalk for past 2 days! Haven't heard from MIL and BM been on the down low since we don't have SS till Fri. DH and I are closer and more in love than ever. I thank everyday for his support, respect, and love. Mushy I know it happens sometimes lol.

Monday.....

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So weekend started off rocky with BM being her usually greedy mean self. MIL also being her usualy rude snotty self. However, DH and I had a wonderful weekend despite them and feel closer than ever.

TGIF!

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Thank you for Fridays this is a semi child free weekend! SS going home to moms today feeling sad cause he never wants to don't really blame him lol. Gonna miss my lil men but looking forward to a wonderful weekend with DH

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