that incident that happened (blog posted titled as dh scares me on 1/27) was NOT something small. I am not CRAZY. H keeps saying that 'that one tiny incident shouldnt make you question our marriage' it wasnt just that! I started feeling that way in december, but just realized it more after that incident that I wasnt happy. I am sorry I feel this way. I wish that me feeling this way would not possibly break up our marriage. He also says 'its just the stress of school, work, and feeling like I am a burden that makes you feel unhappy' its not just stress. Ive been feeling sooo much less stress after I dropped one of my classes 3 weeks ago and Ive been thinking about a divorce for a month now.

That book "Too Good to Leave; Too Bad to Stay" made me realize that I know leaving would be the best thing. and I do feel crappy because alot of it is how I feel, but your not the one for me, incidents beside's that one have shown me that. Ugh im so tired of this crap.