So, I got my mark back for an exam that I rewrote a few months ago (I failed the class, but did well enough to rewrite). Well, it turns out I failed this exam as well. I am totally devistated, if I fail this course again I am out of my program. So yesterday when I got home FDH and I had a talk about stress and kids. It's already been said that I can't take the kids all the time anymore and he needs to help more around the house (laundry, cleaning), I had already failed two courses and I said I just can't do this, I can't focus on school and take care of the kids (it's only on weekends, but I also work full time). So this created some serious baby momma drama! (see previous posts) And he has been pushing back on me saying well, BM2 says she will keep SS5 (who is sick and needs to be monitored pretty much constantly) and I can go pick up SD7 and take her to gymnastics and keep her while FDH is at work. Um, if I could get all my studing done on week nights, don't you think I would? NO! I still can not study when I'm running her to her stuff and making her meals, etc and she wants someone to play with her while Daddy is at work.
But last night he seemed to really get it, I think the I am out of my program if I fail again thing finally hit it home for him. This will ruin my career! I hope that he really does get it this time, because I'm really seriously stressed out and upset about this. I'm not this person at all, I'm smart and yes, I've failed before, but not like this, not repeatedly. When I failed calculus in University, I got an A the next time I took it. I should have passed this time, but I'm too busy dealing with everyone elses shit to focus on my stuff. So here's to hoping that his actions in the next little while match his words.......