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Depressed :/

Starting to feel really depressed and angry. I'm sick of having no control over my own home and whose in it. In my last several blogs I've talked about SD17 fighting with her Mom and refusing to go back there leaving DH and I with her here 24/7. I hate her and pretty much spend my normal life avoiding her the weeks she's here so not even being able to leave with her here is weighing on me big time.

I'm so miserable with SD here

I am so miserable with SD here. I've been in such a bad mood that she is back here. DH had a convo with her on Monday to see what is going on with her and BM and why she needed to come back here. Obviously as I already suspected they are just bickering like two teenage girls- OH WELL- TOO BAD- I don't care!!!! She's not in danger over there or being abused- just two caddy bi#$@'s that can't get along for a week. She needs to go the F back over there. I'm sick of SD and BM's games and we always pay the price. This has been YEARS of drama and I'm so sick of it.

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and she's back!!! YAY! >:(

I KNEW it. I knew when she went back to BM's house last Sunday that it wouldn't last. I would never get my 2 week break after 15 straight days with her here. If you read my last blog BM was already angling for SD17 to just stay here during all this as it was safer for her. That was complete and total BS as SD had been going over to visit her during the time she was here. She just wanted to stick us with her so she could do whatever the F she wants. We've all been staying home and not seeing other people and no one is sick.

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NOOOOOOO!!!

Well... my worst nightmare is happening. I knew it. Piece of $hit BM suggested this morning to SD17 that she just stay at our house to be safe. How f'ing convenient!! She just wants to keep drinking and smoking her brains out without SD there to judge her. She's been seeing SD since this "quarantine" started. To me all of this has been shot to hell already. See my daughter when it's convenient but stick her here the rest of the time. I'm going to lose my god damned mind if I have to to have her here longer than 2 weeks. DH won't make her go back.

Countdown

Well folks- FOUR more days to go with SD17 here. At the point I will have endured 15 days straight with her here. I told DH that she is absolutely positively going back to her Mother's on Sunday and I will say something if I have to.

She hasn't been that awful all things considered... just little things to drive me nuts.

Blankey Round 2

And so she comes out of her lair again… Draped in her blankey and most miserable face so we all know how unhappy she is. We make shrimp tacos for dinner… Delicious! She sits down to eat hers and picks out what I assume to be her own hair… I didn't make dinner so can't be mine and certainly not my husband! All she has to say is… Ewww. Plopped her self on the couch as usual… I think she took the hint when both myself and hubby left the room. No thank you. Nothing. Such an ungrateful miserable person.

Didn't take long...

Nope! Just as I knew this would happen... miserable SD17 is already moping around the house and whining about how bored she is. It's been THREE days. Really only 2 that she had been home doing nothing.

I need a pity-party- LOL.

WHY OH WHY did this 2 week quarantine have to start the day that my SD17 comes back to us for our 2 week punishment- I mean... time with her. WHY couldn't it have been when she was going back to her mother's for her 2 weeks???? AND- I was supposed to be escaping from her for our second week as we were going to go to Las Vegas next Tuesday but of course like everything else in the world at the moment they are shut down and the trip has been postponed

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Short Lived!

Well- I tried to be more positive. Even thought maybe I was part of the problem- started being nicer to SD17.. said hi when I got home, made some small talk. I deleted my past blog entries... partially because I was paranoid that someone might find them (I wish I chose a more anonymous user ID but can't seem to change it?) and also because I was really going to try and give her a fresh start with me and let go of the past. My cat who I loved more than anything in the world passed away 2 weeks ago. SD sent me a really nice message and even said "he was part of OUR family".

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